You wouldn't do that, would you internets?
It can't have been something I said, since I so very rarely say anything. I've admitted it before, I'm mostly a lurker. When I do comment, I usually second and third and tenth guess myself a few times before I hit the submit button. Things I say in jest IRL have been taken wrong before, so I don't want to start some crazy internet rumble or get mistaken as a troll. Yuck!
But lately, well, lately the internet has been quiet. My favourite message board? Crickets. ( I get it though, scrapbookers tend to go a little overboard on the Hallowe'en crafting.) Facebook? It's not only quiet, I've had friends deleting their profiles like crazy (I've actually been tempted to break up with Facebook myself. I would if I thought it would stop the insane amounts of spam I've been bombarded with since joining. I leave a basic profile up so old friends can find me). The new CK/SS website let me register, but won't let me do anything else. For awhile I couldn't even log in. Support sent me a new password, but I still can't set up my profile or add friends or groups. I sent in another help request but haven't heard back. I hear it's an awesome website. It looks fun, when I can clumbsily navigate as a guest, but it's almost impossible to participate. So sad.
Saddest of all are my blogs. Maybe I haven't been around long enough to have felt the pain of the blogging cycle, but some of my favourites have been posting less and less. I miss you guys! What's up? Others have been going private, sometimes with warning, sometimes without. And, well, I think my invitation must have gotten lost in the mail. Ouch.
So internets, are you trying to tell me something? Am I too clingy? Too needy? Too demanding? Should I make more noise? Less? How can we fix our relationship if I don't know what to work on?
Oh, and if you say "It's not you, it's me", well, I don't know if I can take it.
***Happier post later today, I promise. I just needed to get that out. Thanks blog, for all the free therapy.